Teared, againnnn.
It may look beautiful and flawless on th outside.But once you truely know what happens, you'll discover th truth inside.
Wakeup at 840am and bathe-ed. Went out t Jp Kfc t find Sweetie and Nuer t have my breakfast. :) After eating breakfast, walk-ed t sch for Choir. Againnnn, th instructors are not yet there. :) Was having sessionals, againnnn. Went over t chourenao. :) After sessionals, Instructors came and had practiceeee. Sang all th way till break time. Went Mac t hve our lunch. Joked ard with Sweetie and Nuer. They keep make me laugh when i am drinking my water and nearly choked most of th time. ): After eating, accompanied sweetie t buzz t buy sweet and walk-ed t sch. :) Was lateeee againnnn. ._. Reached thr sit down rest awhile and had t sing one by one, on th mic. I was like.......O.m.g. ._. When it was my turn t sing, i was thinking that my voice sure ends up v sucky and v kiddy voice. -.- Thn when i sing, i was like..... Oh god. Thats my voice uh? So man. -.- LOL. -.- Couldnt believe i could be so mannnn. -.- Woah. ._. Kay. Thn carry on practice and so on. :) Overall was funnnn todayy. After choir, walk-ed home with Baobei cos she needed find her honeyy. Thats should be all. :)
Hais. Things shouldn't have turn out like this. This is not what i've wanted. We shouldn't have come t this state either. Yup, I made a mistake. A big mistake. I've hurt you feelings. I am sucky, Sorry. I am trying t improved, but sometimes sth just made me lose th effort t carry on. I missed th past we once shared, th times we are always together, th times we always joke ard and laugh like nobody business. If it wasn't because of us drifting apart, will we still be that close like how we used t be in th past? I want us t be like how we used t be in th past, but on th other hand, i am telling myself that everything won't be able t be like how it used t be alr. Once changed, its hard t go back and be th same, right? I want things t go back, I want us t be like th past, I want, I am trying....... But.... ): Read through th msg you send me, you made me realised one thing. I've made a big mistake and nothing can be done t change this. ): Its my fault. And i have only myself t blame on.
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