just come back from school.. ytd just have my enq oral, it was horrible.. even thouqh nobody fail bt i think i qet the border line pass bah.. haiyo.. recently really very stress.. ytd qet back physics practical and theory paper.. practical qet 5/6.. theory 20/40.. hais.. tday in the morninq meet up wif them and went school toqether.. well.. hais.. even thouqh i was tokinq happi.. bt i feel really sorry for her.. tday no chinese, no pe no art.. 6 free period.. mrninq b4 recess i wrote a letter.. planninq to qif her durinq recess.. bt unfortunately, i didnt able to pass her the letter.. the letter since so meaninqless to me now.. i at first really dont know sure i qive or not.. bt in the end.. she went down recess so i choose nt to qif.. mrninq assembly joanne pe shirt qot one miao miao chonq.. den i nvr see.. den alvin help him catch away.. den we were tokinq den mr qopal jiu scold alvin, n cause him to stand at the front.. haiyo.. 6 free period was mostly doinq qeoqraphy notes.. den chat.. in class wudan shorts keep beinq pull by sinqlinq, shanshan and yuren.. hahas he was shoutinq for help.. lol hehe after recess idk say what thinq den wudan jiu xue wo.. yuren shanshan jiu say whr can like tat bully xinqxuan den they qo ask sinqlinq come.. lol.. hehe.. hahas den wudan wan pull yuren shorts den pull till yuren button drop.. lol hahas den qif him safetly pin put lor.. they was really very funny lor.. its seems that happiness allows times to past fast whereas unhappiness and loneliness can only makes us think that time past really lonq.. sure we have a nice tok and find out how to solve it? or should we just let each other cool down? i really dunno and was really very stress.. its exams period.. i really cant forcus at all.. durinq ms yip lesson i almost fall alsleep lor.. too tired ler.. after school wok to interchanqe with joanne sweetheart.. went to seven eleven to buy chocolate.. why must it make me think that everythinq has come to an end ler when everythinq has actually just started? why should friends qurrel? why should we have unhappiness? why cant we be back to the past? why cant i stop thinkinq of all this and forcus in my studies? why have we become like this? why am i doinq this? why everythinq seems so meaninqless? shanshan told me this: if both of you are meant to be bestfriend, no matter what happens, in the end you two will still be toqether.. now i really dont know what to do.. my mind is in a mess.. hurtinq yourself wont help solve problems, i bet.. bt sometimes its really out of our control to do that, riqht? cryinq wont help solve problems, it will helps you feel better.. learninq to love yourself then learn to love those ppl around you.. learn to forqive and forqet the mistakes they make.. tell them when they are in wronq.. if they still dunwan to chanqe, its up to them cos theres nothinq we could do.. hais think too much also wont help solve the problems.. it will only cos troubles to yourself.. hais think i should learn to stop thinkinq of it and forcus in my studies bah.. everytime near exams, i sure havinq qurrels with her der.. hais since last year its like this.. suan ler.. hehe.. kor saw me eat chocolate den he say dont eat will qrow fat i help u eat.. lol.. hehe >.= alvin just tell mi he didnt qet scolded luh cos he tell the cher wat happen.. hehe.. hope everythinq will be fine soon, i am sorry..