Realised that i still have a blog to rant everything instead of tweeting out to vent out everything. It's funny how i can't tell people directly on what's my problem but i tend to be able to tweet it out. Don't know what's with me recently but i am sure of something, i am definately not happy with everything that is happening now, or about to happen. All i can say was, you guys are the only one who might be happy with those arrangements but not me. Have you guys ever think of my feelings? How i would feel regarding to those arrangements you guys made? Just so vexed and pissed with all the things recently. It totally changed my mood and temper. What to do? Things won't change and i can't seems to control my temper.

It only happens once, and you guys remember it so damn clearly. I am not siding him, i am just speaking for what's the fact. Issit wrong? Zzz. You guys can't even calm down and think properly. Zzz Whatever. Forever thinking that i side him and continue be so sarcastic with it. Can't stand it seriously. And sometimes, you, your words are so hurtful don't you know? It's like you don't even think/care if you words will hurt the person that you are saying. Sometimes, i am thinking, there's no need to be so harsh to that person right? No matter what he/she do, we are still one family, need to do under like this? Seriously, everything is just so... un-manageable, for me.

So vexed and pissed with every single things. Quarrels, arguements, every single day. Sigh. So sick and tired of it. Can't we just be happy every single day? Really missed those days where everything was so simple. Where quarrels was just fighting over toys. Where everything is not as complicated as it is now. Where everything is just, much simpler than this. Way simpler.

They won't know how i feel. They won't know. Never will.